dont panic

Last night was the Halloween party at redrock.  It was a lot of fun.  My sister went with me and was my driver, i thank her tons for that.  Colleen was tending so i didnt get to hang out with her much, but i mingled with random people and had a few drinks and a good time was had.
Last night I also went to a movie about 9/11.  It was about the ‘non’conspiracy that is involved around it.  It was very informative and I had a lot of fun.  I also rode my bike to it.  I want to start riding it more again.

enough avoiding homework, im back to it.

The last week has been great. I have spent a lot of time on homework, but it is nice to have something to focus on. Work has been good, I dont want to go when its time, but once i get there I have fun. Im looking forward to next week and Im not in the same. The kids are crazy with haloween coming soon, and they will be even worse next week.

Colleen and I are having a lot of fun lately as well. The other night we carved pumpkins. Had a few beers and that made the pumpkins a lot more fun. We were up til 2 carving, but it was totally worth it, mine turned out amazing.

Last night was Barb and Shannons party. It was a lot of fun. The boys house was full of people. Then they all went out to the dirty G and i didnt want to go so i passed out upstairs.

Im debating going to a movie tonight about the 9/11 conspiracy. Its ten bucks and would kinda interfere with getting to the redrock party right when it starts, but i guess its not that big of a deal that i get to the redrock party right as it starts. Come to the redrock party everyone

I find statistics really fascinating.  The chances of something happening is fascinating.  There is a certain percentage that you might die today, or that you will get into a fight, or anything else.  But the reality as i see it about life is that something will happen or it wont.  Everything is 50/50.  Ive heard this quote somewhere but dont remember where.  Its great.
Im working a lot lately and am making time for homework, but i am so damn tired when it comes time for the homework that i dont want to do it.  Im not finding much time for myself.  I did go out and have a beer with Lucas after work last night and that was a lot of fun.
I want to buy a bike.  A street bike, the kind with the  curvy handle bars and the thin tires.  That would be really cool.  I would ride it everywhere, maybe not everywhere, but if town was more easily accessible i would.

I always hate going to the movie theaters.  Its tough to get me to go.  Its a completly passive experience that each person has to pay 5-10 dollars to experience.  If you rent a movie and watch it at home its about 4.50 total.  I dont mind paying that.  So in a semi way of showing that it is a completly passive experience i went with Tim, Josh, and Jaygen (jay and megan) to see employee of the month last night.  No one but jay and megan sat anywhere near each other.  Just goes to show that going to a movie with friends is no different than going to a movie by yourself.
I am also not one of those people that has to see a movie right when it comes out.  Most movies are not worth my time and this was no exception.  Dont waste your time, read a book, sit in the park, go for a walk, fuck! even sit in your car and drive around talking.  But dont waste your time money and energy watching a movie where you cant talk to those around you!!!

the title says it.  im done. one more day.  im doing this now for the ease of laurens wedding.  im doing this for her.  im done.  im not one to post a lot on how i really feel, but with that im done.  just a few more days of this and the weight is gone.

i really didnt have anything to post but wanted to post. there are so many things that i want to write but censor myself on because they might be too personal or i dont want certain readers to know certain things. This is one of those times

Current Albums in rotation:

Regina Spektor -  Begin To Hope
Cursive – The Ugly Organ
Joe Purdy – Julie Blue
Wilco – Kicking Television, Live in Chicago
Wrens – Meadowlands
Clap Your Hands, Say Yeah – Clap Your Hands, Say Yeah
Radiohead – The Bends
Douglas Adams – The Restaraunt at the end of the Universe (audiobook)
Flaming Lips – Clouds Taste Metalic
Flaming Lips – Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots
Built to Spill – Live