June 30, 2006
i think of my best ideas in the shower, but there is no pen or paper or anything there so i forget them. i try so hard to remember them, but i dont.
i got my tattoo redone today. it looks awesome. im really happy with it.
spend the last couple of days with colleen and they were amazing. She bought me my tattoo.
things would be wonderful, but i have to go to work tonight.
Current music: Built to Spill – Velvet Waltz
June 25, 2006
the stereo in my car is still not working. i honestly have not done much to resolve the situation. I went and bought keys to get my stereo out but they dont work and i have to take them back. Driving has really really lost its appeal. no music. im finding im staying at home to get my fill. Ive posted this already but wanted to say it again.
Played house all weekend with Colleen. It was fun. The family was at a family reunion. I had to work and didnt really want to go in the first place. I had a good time this weekend anyways so no loss.
June 24, 2006
the title of this entry is the name of a band. check them out…awesome.
beyond that im going to be working at summer camp again this summer and im nervous. i dont get nervous too often. ive been working at the camp for several years now and have always done awesome. Ive been head counselor the last couple of years and last year was the smoothest running and most fun year ever.
There are usually 4-6 graders at the camp and it is only one week long. This year there are two one week camps but one is 7-9th grade, the other is still 4-6. Im worried about the 7-9th grade camp. They wont want to sing camp songs or any of the other stuff that you can do with the younger kids. Im really worried about finding a way to connect with the kids and get them really involved. It is the first year that we have done this age group and my first time working with kids this age. Its alway been elementry school kids and they are easy.
June 22, 2006
My car fucked up the other day. I was leaving work and it would not start. Then all of a sudden it started. It was really nice that it started, but when it died the car somehow lost power. When that happens the stereo in my car resets. When the stereo resets it needs a code to get it to play again. I dont have the code. I have been musicless in my car for almost a week now. I am dying. Driving has lost its pleasure. Im finding that i want to spend more time at home just so that i can get my musical fix every day.
Colleen got home last night and i get to see her soon. I cant wait!!!!
June 21, 2006
i usually dont remember my dreams. The dreams i ususally have are very vivid and true to life. No fantasy world, winning the lottery, or anything fun. It is usually just living life as it really is, not a dream world. So when i remember my dreams i am often confused as to what is real and what i dreamed.
June 20, 2006
Not too much going on lately. Hating work as always. Not that i really hate it, i just hate going and hate being there. The reason that i hate going is because it doesnt keep me busy. I must be strange that the last thing i want to do at work is not work. I get upset, and bored and everything else because I do not have anything to do. I stand there all day long. Yes stand, they dont even give me a fucking chair. I stand there and help an average of 4 customers in a 10 hour period. Yes work sucks. Im looking for a new job, lets see how that turns out.
